Insya'allah.
Sunday 8 July 2012
Meet them colleagues <3
It is never too late
Sunday 19 February 2012
Assalamualaikum, readers.
Alhamdulillah, I have started my journey as a faithful muslimah for the past two months. All I can say is I wake up feeling very thankful that I have been given the opportunity to rise and see the beautiful world.
What makes me wanna start donning the hijab for the rest of my life?
I feel guilty each time I read the hadith and sunnahs when I attend my madrasah classes. I know that it is a command from Allah for the ladies to cover our aurah. Allah gives me my body, my senses, my family and most importantly, Allah gives me a chance to step into this world but what am I doing to thank him? I feel like I haven't been appreciating Allah. My solats were on and off. I have everything I need in this world. Parts of my body are functioning well so there is no reason why I should not thank Allah. I lied on my bed and stare onto the ceiling and said, "Ya Allah, I am sorry for I have been a bad slave to you. I want to change and I need your guidance." I made up my mind to cover myself. Sadly, I had so many thoughts in my mind that stopped me.
I started questioning myself:
What will my friends think of me? Will my friends think I'm old-fashioned to be putting this cloth on my head? Nadiah, are you sure about this? Are you ready to make the change for the rest of your life? How will the society accept? Will people think I am just covering up for the sake of acting innocent? I had too many thoughts runni
ng in my mind that it just keeps pressuring me. Changing for the better is not easy. It comes from within oneself and not how the person looks. If hijab is a command from Allah, why am I rejecting it? Why am I playing dead to it? I am going to return to Allah so I will not reject any of his commands.
Decision made and nothing is going to change my mind. Syaitans are everywhere.
I surprised my mum with a "Mak, help me get a matching scarf for my outfit, please?" The smile on my mum's face is just speechless. Her wish for me came true.
Ya Allah, I hope it is not too late for a change. I am a happier muslimah now all thanks to you, thank you for your guidance.
Wednesday 9 February 2011
Truth is, I am scared.Even if I'm not fine, I'll still tell other people that I'm fine.
You didn't even notice I was gone.
I talk about you like you put the stars in the sky.
I feel like I belong with you. And I feel like that's the only place where I wanna be.
sad. pissed. lonely. all in one.
close your eyes for a brighter day
Tuesday 7 December 2010
And I'm doing just fine, I'm always landing on my feet, in the nic of time, something by the skin of my teeth. I ain't gonna stress cause the worst ain't happened yet. Something is watching over me like Sweet Serendipity.
Thursday 25 November 2010
Maybe a reason why, all the doors are closed. So you could open one that leads you to the perfect road.You know why it's hard to be happy? Because you find it hard to let go of the things that makes you sad.
Protect her, fight for her, kiss her, love her, hold her, laugh with her. But don’t make her fall, if you don’t plan to catch her.
Confused. Which hairstyle is she carrying now?
do you see what I see
Best.I.Ever.Had
Everyone in your life is meant to be a part of your journey, but not all of them are bound to stay. Most often, you have to let people go.
the words don't rhyme
Wednesday 25 August 2010
Friends since forever. Let's count on each other till' we grow old.
pictures of you
Monday 5 July 2010
Sometimes you just need to cry and be sad. You need to break down and be torn apart. You need to learn now to pick yourself up and put yourself back together. Sometimes, the only way to be happy is to give into sadness first, cause without sadness, there’s no happiness, you would never learn to smile.
without a warning
For every negative thought, prove yourself wrong. Every time you think you’re not cut for the job, make yourself be cut for it. Never allow fear to take hold of you and your dreams. Never let fear eat you, you be the one to eat fear and scare it away.
hit my place
Saturday 19 June 2010
clipping wings
Earthquakes can't shake us,Cyclones can't break us,
Hurricanes can't take away our love,
but you did.
all the right moves
pretence
Thursday 17 June 2010
Nothing compares.yob reidlos uoy ssim i
like a love you show
Wednesday 16 June 2010
Sugar-coated cuppie cake.
heard you well
I have to start feeling contented about life. I can't be wanting cookies and seeing prince charming everyday. The more I want it, the more it'll never happen. Well, that's life. It's not only rainbows and butterflies. I can be nodding, but what's really deep inside, do you know? Well, nobody asked, nobody knows.
ten million
Tuesday 15 June 2010
"Every man is afraid of something. That's how you know he's in love with you; when he is afraid of losing you."
Me- "WHATEVER(!!!)"
Me- "WHATEVER(!!!)"
facedrop
Look deep in my eyes, do I care more about your ego or my Nutella?
ka-chingzxzx
One awesome one done, more other projects to go!
so where?
WATER HAS NEVER BEEN THICKER THAN BLOOD
jump then fall
Friday 14 May 2010
No more toying with my heart boy, no more. I've been holding your heart like a gold. I've waited like nobody would. I've heard everything I'm not supposed to. It has been too long since you wake up on your senses. What a bitch I am to give you all my heart and will to work on it. I've went through too many unpleasant moments and I'm really too sick of it. You made it.
Did not wanna be the best for you. Just had to stick to you. Intentions gone wrong.
Tuesday 4 May 2010
Previous posts, not in the good state of mind? Yes, you are very right.
to be torn apart
I hear his name and shiver. His voice reaches my ears and my heart breaks. I'm empty and alone and the only one who can comfort me is the only one who does not care. I should have came prepared.