>Twenty, aiming to be a better muslimah every day, every night.
Insya'allah.



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bells are ringing
Wednesday, 25 November 2009

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Perfect just the way it is! Happy 11th Monthsary boyfriend, our relationship is beautiful. Your patience is amazing. Thank you for making me feel special ♥ Absence does makes the heart grow fonder. It is even fonder now. We'll have a memorable one alright! xoxos

Done with HRA CA. Next week, TPS CA. Just praying for the best. I can't keep failing.

Boyf's booking out tomorrow, long weekend planned. Just can't wait!!!!!

To do list:
  • Shop for dress! ;)
  • Catch a movie
  • Have a meal together (been ages!!!)
  • Just keep talking & catching up
Waiting has got to be my bestfriend for now.




the arising line
Friday, 20 November 2009

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Nobody saw it coming. Officially the fourth person to piss me off today. Why does it has to be this way? Since you want the border, you're so gonna get it. Now, don't you think you have to look in the mirror before you just spill your words? Think about it. Yet again, respect is the most important value to have in one's dictionary. I believe it comes before everything else, even before love. Apparently you need respect to love or to be loved don't you. Maybe it's cos of love that i feel the pain. First thing's first, filter and keep in mind who you're talking to. Even a damn parrot has feelings what more me. Even a small tiny grape can wither. My friday was made worst.

Just waiting to be in cloud-nine back again. Boyf, hurry call me. It's taking too long already.

It's alright to be judgmental, but keep your judgments to yourself.






just let it sparkle

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I'm not having a good friday. Period.

It got really out of hand. It gets really annoying. Think before you speak. Don't drown yourself with your words. It's bloody useless. My day got even worst. It's not a pleasure, alright? You two should be kept in one roof and kill each other with your power of words.

J, we're always here for you. WG :)
I need cupcake.




don't stop, make it pop
Thursday, 19 November 2009

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I missed you. It was by chance that i get to meet love yesterday off his hectic schedule in officer cadet school. Holding on.. It has been weeks :( Visited his grandfather at the hospital yesterday. He looks rather weak. Hope everything's gonna be alright..

Hectic day today. It's tiring to be a tourist. HAH. Had popeyes at flyers for lunch with WG. The mashed potato- my all time fav!! Watched Final Destination at Jen's house. Went home and typed a long SVE script. Done for the week? No! There's HR test tmrw and CA next week. Weekends burnt! Definitely..

"I miss you," may be cliche, but i really do. Yes you've been appearing, but on my wallpaper..

The key is not to prioritize what's on your schedule, but to schedule your priorities.




you gotta watch your hands
Tuesday, 17 November 2009

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Dee turned 18 oooh like at last. Well, happy birthday babe. Hope you enjoyed the surprise we planned for you and loved the gift(s). Looking forward to many many years of friendship xoxo.

  • Feeling very very shagged out of school
  • Projects after projects
  • Managed to catch up with Zee and Natt ♥
  • Went to have a massage with mum and aunt. Yea i do feel better, physically
  • I feel like i've gained weight
  • Jen & Elle, please shout at me whenever i wanna eat chicken chop!!
  • Missed 'My Sister's Keeper!!!!!!'
  • Need to catch up on movies.
  • Managed to meet boyf less than 12 hrs last week (ONLY!!!) :( :( :(
  • Boyf's not booking out any sooner
  • Sad
  • Sedih
  • Sad
  • Sedih

You are, you are my perfect remedy.




transform
Sunday, 8 November 2009

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That's boyfriend during his poly days and no that kid with him isn't our daughter. HAHA am too young people! I didn't know he was that fat HEHE but he looks cute and bouncy though. Those were the days our relationship had too much roller-coaster rides. I miss this guy alot now :( And this picture of him having Syaza reminds me alot of how that kid loves following us around especially when boyfriend drives her to Lower Pierce to see the monkeys there. Good times baby :)
Judging from the picture I can very well say army has took most of his weight &&&&& time. I'm bored now :(

Mozilla Firefox is my bestfriend for now. Gossip Girls loading very very slowly. Slowly but surely..

You know you're in love when the hardest thing to do is say goodbye.
All I'm writing is just what I feel, that's all. I just keep it almost naked.
And probably the words are so bland.




Thanks alot syaffy for changing my blog layout i love you mwaah mwaah




one last kiss

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It's kinda crazy but you look like what i want.




to what it's worth
Saturday, 7 November 2009

I miss short hair and un-fat cheeks :(

I said i'm gonna update about my birthday celebration(s) but i changed my mind. It's so overdued already. So, forget it, yeah?

  • I'm having a helluva week. Boyf's out to field for 10 days :( :( :( :( :(
  • Celebrated dad's birthday with buffet dinner last weekend.
  • Kak Fizah flew off, so gonna miss that maknenek.
  • Week in school is hectic.
  • I hope boyf received the letter i posted. Just don't cry upon reading it!
  • It's saturday and i'm home.
  • I woke up crying to myself about a sad dream and my thoughts were burning.
  • My dad talked to me about learning to cook this morning so that my future-husband won't have to eat soup everyday. -.-
  • I spring-cleaned my bedroom.
  • Mum bought kfc and my favourite part is only the mashed potato. It makes me feel teeth-less
  • Something funny, nenek said "nenek tengok gambar korang kat 'pesbok'!! It took me awhile to figure it out what 'pesbok' is. Until my dad corrected her, "FACEBOOK LA" HAHAHAHHA funny or what
  • I received 'prank sms' from my grandfather. I wasn't own. But was just playing along with it. Great sense of humor, tok!
  • Four more days baby do run home to me ♥


I need a getaway, a perfect getaway.